Halloween, The best holiday of the year, In my opinion has come and gone to quickly and now we're into one of the worst times of year. The slow slog until Christmas. I feel terribly bored already and waiting for something I know will not happen. It seems strange I have never noticed it any other year but now I don't see how I survived. I suppose there might of been something to look for but I can't see anything worth while, Can you?
What keeps anyone going?
Money?
Love?
Family?
Promises?
Hope?
I suppose I have all of the above minus money, but they all seem either dried up or messed up. Minus love I suppose. I can still love and hopefully am loved. But there is no strength in hoping to be loved. There is no strength to begin with.
So now I wait, counting down the days until there is another holiday.
That Girl signing off, thinking and praying that the new year will come quicker then ever before.
